stressful

well...

this is my first time blogging...so do bear with me...

might be too excited though..

today was quite a long day for me..

hectic schedule..

school...then piano class...which was the worst in the whole day...

i just dont understand,was i thta bad?

maybe i was..

who shud i blame,never really practice for the whole week...

'it was hardly passable, aim for accuracy' that is what i hear almost every lesson...

i tried i best, i want to do well, but how?

i try to used my time wisely, i try to make full use of my time..

i always tell myself that God has a season and the right time for everything...

but sometimes i just can't take it anymore..

life is more than scoring As in exams...

passing piano exams and God didnt create me to suffer..

but somehow,i know the will always be sunshine after a rainy day...

its a matter of patient...patient...

well, i do hope i would have to strength to pull myself back together..have the faith in God....

Esther, esther...don't pressurise yourself :)

take a deep breath, relax, and start thinking about your future....

what else can i say?

sorry if i sound mad or clueless....

this is what my true feelings r...